Hey everyone! I first off want to apologize for not keeping in touch with you all more! We have successfully made it through December in one piece (barely some days)..January John's work load changed, with that comes new schedules and challenging times. But hey, the Watkins family can do challenging, right? Then my sweet boy, who was once 3 lbs 2 oz has now turned FIVE. I don't even know how 5 years has gone by, really. John has been crazy busy with Ironman training which takes place in a couple short months.
Sometimes I feel like my head is spinning and it is going to fly off my neck some days, but its in a good way. Busy is good right? Millie has been gone 8 months, it has been 2 months since surgery and oddly I didn't notice the dates until it passed. I'm not sure if that makes me want to cry or take a breath of relief. So many days were spent trying to just make it through the day and now I feel like I don't have enough time in my days.
I have a few things in mind that I have been wanting to share with everyone, that I hope can maybe help at least one person, but like I said...my mind feels like it is spinning some days. I promise I will get better, writing feels like its a way to get everything out. Sometimes I feel like the universe is filled with rainbows and unicorns and yes, sometimes I feel like I make posts that way too-but we also need honesty in the world. So if you hang tight, I'd love for you to come along this path with me-